NBTD

Heyya all. How r u guys? I’ve a flu ere, but not to worry coz its only a minor one. So rite now its less than 5 hours to 2008, and 2007 is coming to an end. It was a year of sad & joy for me, and also the ppl around.

Recalling back January…well, I just finished my internship at Trisys. i rly liked working there. the ppl are friendly, and the work was not very tiresome.

the one person who caught my eye when i was working there was kak alin, d head of technical unit in TSE. i guess i’ve already mentioned her b4 in one of my past posts, so u guys shud juz browse the archives a lil.

and then, there was kak linda. she’s only one year older than me, so she kept insisting me to call her linda instead lol. she was a very kind and caring person. she’s kind to everyone, which i think is d reason y i kinda like her. well, who doesnt. she also has a pleasant voice, and a nice smile which can chase all of my worries away. she helped me a lot, and there was one time which i was really² grateful to her, when she let me borrow her car to run some errands regarding my car (which was broken at that time). i rly dont know what i’d do w/o her at that time.

n then, there was also another gurl. she just joined trisys at that time for internship. i went out wif her a few times for dinner, and she was rly sum1 which i enjoy having around. not that i want to hav her as a gf or wut, but i rly enjoy her companion, as a fren. besides, i hav a gf at that time, and she also has a bf. still, there were a few times when her bf called n she was wif me, n she was rly bad at lying.lol.

so as time goes by,i was otw to go back to utp to start the new sem, she hitched a ride wif me to go back to her hometown in ipoh. it was also then when things get a lil ugly messy unfavorable to me. her bf sort of found out that she’s lying, so she told him bout me going out wif her and then she told me not to call or msg her anymore.

i was sad at that time.. imagine having a fren wif u almost all the time, and then suddenly this. rly, i was sad..

okeh pnat dh type, will cont in a few minutes. got 11 more months to recall lol

hahahaha….akhirnya aku dah abis blaja..pnat 5 taun blaja kat UTP.my dad suruh sambung Masters, but i dun think i want 2.not any time soon at least. rite now, i’m planting grapes along wif my other frens (well, some of them hav already secured a job, but most of them still havent).bosan gile weh…tlg2…xtau nk wat ape.these past weeks i’ve been spending my days (and nites) playing WoW on a private server, but due to some problems, the server had to shutdown for a while. so i’m back to doing nothing.*sigh*
seriously, i’m bored dy.nak tunggu petronas call utk interview lg, then nak tunggu offer kerje from them lg..patutnye my SI (structured interview) session was scheduled on the 30th last month, but they cancelled it last minute, and said that they would call me after rescheduling.now its already almost a month, and i still havent received any calls from them.so i decided 2 call them tis morning, n guess wut, they are still scheduling.i was like wth??
i guess i need 2 find some other temporary job before being called by petronas, but i’d prefer 2 find it sumwhere in jb.if i looked for a job sumwhere else (e.g. kl/shah alam), and then i was called by petronas and stationed at a far2 away place (e.g. kertih),it wud be a hassle to move again etc2.
hurm..malas nk pk pasal keje.nk pk pasal kawen lak, xde calon…fyi i’ve already broken up wif iwan due to several reasons, but we’re still frenz.aaaa…i’m going 2 sleep.nyte2!!

Kaer - Izinku Pergi..

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya..

Pergilah rinduku

Hilangkan dirimu

Tak sanggup menanggung

Derita di kalbuku

Pergilah sayangku

Bermula semula

Semangat cintaku

Membara kerana dia

Tiada niatku

Pergilah sayangku

Bermula semula

Semangat cintaku

Membara kerana dia

Tiada niatku

Maafkan daku duhai kasih
Izinkan Ku Pergi…

-Credits-
Composer: Azlan Abu Hassan
Lyrics: Sulu Sarawak

its been almost a year since i’ve last updated my blog.lots of things happened, so i dont think i can write them all in one blog post. for now, i guess i’ll tell the tale of my princess.. JFX =Þ

continuing from the last time i wrote about her..it was a about a secret project. now’s time to reveal the secret. i turbocharged it >_< .. the turbokit was used by a spoc member, wan a.k.a. glr, for three years before he decided to sell it. the price was a steal, at rm600 plus swap with some of my stock parts. persuaded by kupunk & some of my other frens, i went ahead with the project. costed me another 500 for the labour. unfortunately for me, i wasnt there to see the turbokit transplant coz i had to go back home, so i entrusted my car to kupunk that weekend. he was the one who first tested the car..jelesnye…

when i got back to shah alam, i asked kupunk to pick me up at the bus station. and from the bus station to my aunt’s house was the first time i drove my 1.3 turbo~ i wasn’t pressing the accelerator to the max coz my grandma was with me, and i also don’t have a tachometer to monitor my rpm…

a few days after that, only i realized there the white smoke prob (as mentioned in my previous post). i sent my car to MAG to get it checked, and Mal said that it was a prob with my turbo unit (turbine). had to send the turbine to Tong’s Turbo to get it serviced (costed me another 400 T_T).after a whole week of ‘period’, finally she’s back xD

that project was done in early december last year.immediately, i got her a 3" tacho (ah beng!! =Þ) so that i’d know how much i rev her..and feel safe about it i set the shift light at 5k rpm for playing around.hehe..not to forget, i also gave her a halfcut mivec muffler to complement the turbo

since the semester break before coming into the next sem was only 1 week (due to the 32 weeks of intern), i left my car at shah alam. went back home to jb by bus, and then went back to shah alam to get her before going back to utp for the start of the new sem..my final year..

last sem, there’s wasnt much done to her. this was because of the new petronas policy..500 per month instead of 1.5k per 3 month. *sigh* gotta cancel all the plans i’ve made for her.. =(  nvm that, coz last sem she met some new frens..force inducted frens >:D they are AAM, WBK, and WGR. she also made frens with the NAs; WDY, WPM, WED and BHN. and btw, dont tell her i told u guys this..i think she’s in luv with BHN.. ^^

they hanged out together often, and sumtimes they play together.. her playmate was usually WPM, coz he’s always looking for a good game. i had to increment her limit to 6k rpm for the games, which was still not enuff to stay ahead the 1.6L 16v DOHC.. nevermind, play for fun rite?

then it was semester holidays again. she went back to JB for the first time after turning into the dark side of forced induction. the had to hide her dark side from my ppl, especially my parents. coz they’d kill me if they knew what happened to her..

the holidays actually went by w/o a breeze, coz neither mum or dad realized. she’s good at hiding her secret, but i think its coz both mum and dad dont rev high.. :p but, there was one occasion where dad drove her to the mosque for prayers due to rain, and when he came back home, he said that she’d need servicing coz there’s noises coming out from her engine bay..lucky me he didnt know the truth.. =Þ

start of another new sem, my final sem.but 1 day before going back, i tinted the rear passenger side windows 90% black, for the vip look…hahahahahaha >:D drove her back to UTP a few weeks before the official starting date of the sem. gotta do work on my fyp (yea rite!). during that 3 weeks, i got her a set of 10mm thick plug cables (its blue!!), and also a pair of used CR-X seats.the fabric is quite seasoned, but the padding is still comfy and firm. they are just nice for my body frame =)

the first half of the semester went by..she met another new fren; the green DAUn :p unfortunately for her, a tragic thing happened while we were on our way back to utp from melaka. white smoke appeared again. i was like omg..only realized it when i’ve reached the traffic lights in front of utp.if only i hadn’t speed that much on the highway..now she’s….she’s….waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… T_T

had to ask for nipah’s help to operate her..after 3 weeks of sitting alone at the parking lot, she’s finally revived…with super duper rempit exhaust -_- had to remove the turbo, which needs servicing again. so now, she’s back to NA..

honestly i was regretted abusing her, and promised not to do that to her again..but i guess i’m still me. one week after being revived, i started to rev her here and there..up till 7k rpm…muahahahahahaha! >_<  i really miss the turbo kick she had for 10 months before…its true what ppl said, that once u drive a turbo, its hard to go back to NA.. well, i dont mind if its NA w/VVT =Þ

up till now, i’m happily driving her around utp, ipoh, batu gajah and lumut w/o any major problems. there was once a clutch cable prob, but that was immediately repaired. her rempit sound was silenced a bit, and i’ve been bathing her once every week ^^

JFX, i luv u~~

dah2..penat giler type.dekat 3 jam..lol..will try 2 update tis blog more often..if i have anything to write that is.. =)

slamat berpuasa~

"Why wont you update ur blog?" asked Pisal. Hurm, I was a bit busy with my final presentation preparation and with my other problems. First problem was with my car. white exhaust smoke came out and the battery died. Both of these problems have already been taken care of, at the expense of more than a couple of hundred ringgits.. *sigh*

Then there was the prob with my gf (u guys can refer to my last post). I went to Melaka last weekend to pujuk her, and fortunately her emotions settled down. I picked her at her house, and then went to MP (obviously there’s no other place to go) and watched Cinta & Eragon at the cinema.

Cinta was great. It was very nice indeed, the best malay movie I’ve seen since PGL. The cinematic was great (almost commercial-like), the soundtracks came out at the correct time, and the storyline was touching and does reflect real-life stories. Not to forget the cast was excellent and their acting was convincing, but i was disappointed by Sharifah Amani’s performance. I don’t know whether her character was supposed to be like that, or is just her lack of experience.

Eragon was also nice, a story about a farmer boy, who’s destiny was to become a dragon rider and save the people from their cruel king. Interesting story i sould say, as I’ve always been fascinated by fantasy stories with magic and dragons. By the way, I just knew from my aunt that the story was from book one of the Inheritance Trilogy by Christopher Paolini. So most probably there’s be 2 more sequels to this movie, and I’ll be longing to watch it.

Back to me and my gf, in between the two movies (Cinta was at 12:20pm and Eragon was at 4:20pm) we ate at the Chicken Rice Shop. I know she wasn’t fond of chicken rice, but that day she tolerated and said okay. So we ordered two meals, one for each of us. Due to the fact that she doesn’t like chicken rice much, she didn’t get to finish her meal. So i ate and finished her leftover chickens. I didn’t eat her rice though coz it was already contaminated with sambal =P

After Eragon, we went back to her house. I initially planned to return back to Shah Alam that night, but she insisted that i spend the night there. I was also quite tired, so i agreed. I borrowed her big brother’s clothes for the night. Around 9pm we had dinner at home (together with her parents), and not long after that i went to bed coz of my eyes can hardly open at that time..

The next morning, she made breakfast for me, and at 9am i went back to shah alam..she wanted me to stay longer, but i need to pick up Aini & Yayi at the shah alam bus station in sec 17. They were to arrive at 12:30 pm, but due to some delays (a passenger wanted to be dropped in Seremban), they arrived at a quarter past 1. That afternoon the three of us went to Midvalley to meet up with my aunt and her children to have lunch and do some shopping.

It was a tiring weekend. Next weekend will be more tiring coz there will be a family gathering here at my aunt’s house. All the families from my mum’s side will attend. It’ll sure be happening, with more that 30 ppl eating and drinking and talking and god knows what else.hehe..

I think this is enuff for this entry, so till next time. *waves hand*

Most people tend to do mistakes whether they realize it or not. Some
mistakes can hurt other people unintentionally, and they can be emotionally or mentally. Emotional pain is more bitter than
physical pain..and i dont quite know how to put it in words..

Yesterday, I
realized that all this time, i’ve been hurting my gf. I’ve been taking
her for granted, and not giving much attention to her. She told me all
the little things that she’s been keeping inside..little for me, but
significant enough for her to make her question whether we were meant
for each other or not..

I’ve been blind for a long time, blind to see how she
needs for my attention, blind to see what she’s been through, blind to
see what may happen in our future if i ignored all the matters that
seem small to me.

I’ve only been thinking of myself, and
cared little of what she feels. Its not like I’ve never been hurt by
her, but all the time i’ve was hurt, i’d hurt her back..more. Yes i
know and i admit it, i was being selfish and egoistic, and i really
regret that.. "Regret? Ur regret only lasts for a couple of days or
more, then u’ll forget it and treat me as usual..Do i need to beg you
for attention every time things like this happen?Every 2 or 3
days?"..that was what she said, and its more or less true. *sigh*

I
dont want to lose her..i’m afraid to lose her. I really love her deep
in my heart, and somehow i kept forgetting about her when i have other
agendas that’s more important to me. Its been 5 years, and i know she’s
been heart broken more than a dozen of times..if i were to continue our
relationship like this, i dont know how long she can last..i need to
change..soon..now..

God please help me.

Today’s Monday the 27th..next week there will be 3 new trainees coming
in to trisys from utp; noreen, ateih, and syed (i think i got their
names correct).and next week will also mark the start of my 26th week
of training. *sigh* i havent even done my weekly report since week 5,
and i also havent thought of what to present for my final presentation
next month. hopefully i can get the strength and determination to do
what needs to be done..currently i’m feeling very tired and down.i dont
exactly know the reason to that, but i’m sure its gotta to with my
head. not that its banged up or anything, but its a lil confused. my
head is starting to make small matters big, and think of stupid
emotions; emotions that i shouldnt have had..

hurm,i wish i’m back in utp wif my frens..at least they can help me
when i’m confused, and i can flirt wif them when i’m bored (lol), coz
here i dont have anyone that i feel secure enuff to express my thoughts
n feelings.why is the tunnel utpchat server not working..? i need a
fren to listen to me..someone that i trust..someone that can help get
me on the right track.. *sigh*…i really miss u
guys..iwan,shak,adek,sean,gomok,jibet,itek,soti,nuu, n others..i really
hope u guys are reading this..

erm,bout the project mentioned earlier in my last post,its been
fowarded to some time in december.hohoho.for those who already know,
please keep quiet about it. and for those who dont know, u guys need to
wait until the next semester.heheh.to buse, thanks for lending me the
cash. *wink* (lol)

hmmmm…i think i’m catching a cold..coz i’m starting to get headaches..n i
think its got to do with the confusion in my head.skip work
tomorrow?bah,i dont think so…unless my cold is really2 serious..its
been a long time since i was admitted to the hospital..last time it
was..err..i forgot already. i dont think i’ve ever spent a night in the
hospital, coz my mum’s a doctor, and she can care for me at home
hehe.even when i was infected wif chicken pox and dengue, i stayed at
home under my mum’s care n medication…hehe.i really love u mum..;-)
(wakaka aku anak manje =P) if only i can use an MC from hsajb..then i’d
already took a dozen of MCs.hehe

last but not least, i would like to wish someone a happy birthday.u
really mean a lot to me, but we’re just friends.and i nvr meant to play
wif ur feelings, and i hope u nvr had any feelings toward me.lol.ahaha,nnt kat utp aku blanje k? *wink* =P

15th November, 10:58am

Bosannyer minggu ni..minggu lepas ade gak kerja utk dibuat, tp minggu ni xde. Dorg tgh wat CEM skg & bantuan aku  x diperlukan..dorg wat CEM tu pon rilek2 je, patutnye boleh abis dlm 1~2 hari, tp skg dah 3 hari baru around 50%. Dorg wat rilek2 tu pon sebab FAT dah postpone minggu depan. Kalu x, memang sepanjang minggu lepas dorg bz la wat in-house testing nih..kalu worst case scenario, aku pon kene tolong dorg during the weekend..huhu..thanks kepade klien sbb postpone FAT sminggu~ xD

Dah brape lame ek aku x update blog ni?more than a month ek..xpe la, bukannye ramai sgt pon org y bc.lol.hurm,raya was nice.xde la meriah sgt sbb raya kat kampung ayah je, kat benut. Kalu kat kelantan sure lg meriah sbb mak ade ramai adik beradik. tambahan pule, kalu kat kelantan mesti jumpe lagi ramai sedare; aunty2, uncle2, tok2 sedare, sepupu2, duapupu2, dll.

/me away sat =P

….

/me is back ^^

Hurm, SPM start minggu depan, & dlm family belah mak aku ader 4 org y akan amik SPM: adek aku, Sara, Fatin, & Faris. Sara ni anak Aunty Roo, lepas SPM nanti dia akan join exchange student programme di Cairo selama 3 bulan. Fatin & Faris ni lak anak Aunty Nina. Faris ni muda setahun drp y lain, coz dialah salah seorang y berjaye lompat kelas mase skolah rendah dulu. Tp walaupun dia muda setahun, tp dia pandai. Kakak dia Fatin pon ape kurangnya. 2-2 adik beradik ni kat boarding school. PMR dulu kakaknye dpt straight A manakale adiknye pula kurang satu sahaje. Tapi aku yakin dorg 2 akan dapat straight A1 dlm SPM macam abg sedare dorg ni (riak sebentar lol =P).

Erm, tp aku kesian kat adek pompuan aku sorg ni. SPM start 20th, and habis 3 weeks after, tapi mak aku lak kene gi outstation di Australia on the 19th, and akan balik sini 3 weeks after gak..ironic, isnt it? Aini sejak kebelakangan ni slalu sgt majuk..& u all should understand why. Satu2nya anak pompuan,kene jage 2 org budak nakal kat umah,SPM ni ader saingan dari 3 org kazen,& mak aku lak xde sepanjang dia SPM..aku sebagai abg y bertanggungjawab akan pulang ke rumah tiap2 weekend utk bg sokongan moral kepade adek pompuan aku sorg ni, & tolong jage adek2 yang lain.

Balik pon naik bas je..kalu nk drive boleh, lgpon mak aku kate boleh claim dari dia, tapi aku malas nk drive. Bosan lar duk dlm kete sorg2 driving for 3.5~4 hours straight. Haritu time balik raya bosan giler. Taleh nk speed sbb polis tgh ops. Nk dgr radio pon bosan sbb semua stesen airkn lagu raya je. haih..lepas ni aku rase aku takkan drive balik ke JB lagi, kecuali lepas abis internship nnt.

Dah kul 12:02pm, lagi stgh jam boleh kuar lunch. Lapaunye..sejak kebelakangan ni aku slalu lapau di opis..ade saje bende y aku nk mkn, tp aku kene berjimat skg sbb ade pojek awal taun nnt.huhu..nak tau pojek ape? tunggu for my next update =P ahaha~

p/s-title post ni xde kaitan dgn y hidup ataupun y mati.lol

Sorry for not updating my blog recently, I’ve been busy. At home and also at work. Its Thursday, and I’ll be driving back to JB the day after tomorrow..really cant wait to go back home xD I miss my family and home cooked meals. I also need to check up on my pc. My bro’s being using it for 3 months already since I borrowed my dad’s lappy to do office work. Previously, trainees (including me) were given ‘antiques’ to do office work..Celeron 500 pcs wif WinNT os..how the heck do they expect me to work?? So i thought i’d better be off with my dad’s lappy. At least its a PentiumM 1.3ghz wif WinXP..but i still feel the lack of memory though..256mb isn’t enough.. Maybe later I’ll upgrade the rams, but i don’t think its worth it since I’ll only be using it for not more than another 3 months.. I’d better save the money to upgrade my pc next year..need a new gc and monitor..my current 6600gt is not powerful enough to play the latest games, and my old monitor was..err..sold by my bro.. *sigh* Nevermind, i think I’ll force him to pay for my future 19" widescreen lcd.wahahaha!!

Hurm, back to the raya topic, I’ll be going back on saturday morning, probably starting my journey after sahur or subuh. I dont want to get caught in heavy traffic, especially along the plus highway stretch near Seremban. That’s why i planned to leave early..lets just hope i can wake up in time =P I have a bad habbit of extending my sleep, even on work days. Alarm was set at 6:30am..but i only wake up at 7:45. sometimes even at 8:15 like this morning.lol. After the alarm rang i usually turn it off, and then turn on the radio and lights..just to keep me half-awake :p I can get ready for work in 30 mins time, and time taken to drive from house to the office is only 5~10 mins. So I’ll never be late for work :p Trisys even offers flexibility to the staff, where they can come in at any time between 8:30 to 9:00. (Those who come at 8:30 can go home at 5:30pm, and those who come at 9am can go at 6pm). During this fasting month, they can even come at 8am to go back early at 5pm.

Hurm, this year the family will be going to my dad’s kampung in spg renggam..same as last year.. -_-" Well, that’s how things are supposed to be.. My dad taught me that children need to listen to their mother, except daughters who is already married. These daughters/wives need to listen to their husband first, then only listen to their parents. Some people deny this, saying that its not fair.. But for me, after thinking much about it, i agree with my dad. But honestly i don’t like it much at spg renggam..there’s nothing much to do rather than sitting and watching tv and sleep. I don’t know much of my dad’s relatives, and there’s no one of my same generation or age to talk to..
I really miss going to my tok mummy’s in pasir mas..a couple of months back my uncle (mum’s youngest brother) got married, and the were lots of renovations and changes to tok mummy’s house, but i didn’t get the chance to go coz of work..haih..maybe later i’ll hitch a ride wif kupunk to go to pasir mas, but dunno when..

Finally, I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to muslims and Happy Deepavali to Indians.

p/s - kepade sesiape yang dapat kad raye tu..sile lah balas balik ye..dan kepade sesiape yang x dpt kad raye, minta maaf. sile bagi no phone anda, nanti saye akan hantar sms/mms raye k

11AM at the office, and i have nothing to do..just finished a task that was given to me on monday =) its wasn’t much of a task actually, but at least i have something to do rather than surfing the internet the whole day reading people’s blogs, browsing forums, reading articles, etc2. Today is the last day of my 19th week of industrial training at trisys..13 more to go..19 weeks seem like a long time, but i think that its still not enough to learn and gain experience. There’s much more to learn..but so little time.. I’m grateful to UTP and trisys for giving me the chance to learn (and earn :p) much for 32 weeks, and I’ll plan make the best out of it. Imagine the other universities who send their students to train for only 2~5 months..nothing much to learn in that period.

12th January 2007 will be the last day of internship here, and a week after that i’ll start a new semester as a final year student. FYP…haih..haven’t thought much of it yet..haven’t decided which majoring i want to take also..most probably it’ll be computer systems, coz that’s what interests me most among the other majoring choices. Some seniors also say that its the easiest and relaxing among other ee majoring options. What we learn in the university does NOT definitely determine our career paths. When it comes to career, i believe that the passion and determination to gain experience is important. I’ve seen a non-engineering student become a engineer in this company. In fact, a Lead Engineer, cum Head of Technical Unit (guess who). She did her training in trisys doing databases years ago (coz she was an IT student), and now, she’s a lead engineer..

………..

Isk sejuk gile..sape la pasang aircon sejuk sgt nih..da ler aku nih xde lemak..-_-" Hurm, hari slase y baru lepas cuti bersempena nuzul al-quran, dan aku telah menghabiskan duit utk kereta lagi..rm400 for a stainless steel s-flow muffler..tatau ar..taukey kedai tu pukau aku kot.kupunk pon same kene pukau kot..hurm,performance increase xde la rase sgt..but i like the sound. xde la bising cam ah beng. idling silent, and kalu rev pon bunyi dia low pitch..bukan rumbling..tapi cam solid..cam bunyi stock exhaust perdana v6 (aunty aku ader sebijik), but lagi sporty.kat dalam kereta kalau tutup tingkap, normal driving rev xde dengar bunyi..and kalu rev tinggi pon, bunyi exhaust lebeh kurg same bising ngan bunyi engine..hurm, guess i paid more for the silence..and durability..btul la org kate, dlm exhaust system, muffler xde efek sgt kepade performance..its more for the looks and sound..hurm, lepas ni aku plan nk tuka stainless steel piping, and that’s it.enough utk exhaust system..going for intake system and handling after this