NBTD

Ok, now who believes in karma? Well, i do (i think :P). Sometimes i put my friends first especially when they’ve problems or in need of help, and i believe by accomplishing that ppl will do good things to me to in the future.

But the ugly side is i also do bad things to other people..

I admit that i’m quite selfish, i want things to be in my favor without considering what other people might feel about it. And i think the person which i hurt the most by being selfish is my ex.. honestly sumtimes i do still think about her. wondering if she’s doing fine with her life..wondering if she already moved on..

What i did to her might be done to me too..and when that happens (if it does), i’l be ready for it..i guess.

When i was still wif my ex, there was a time when i cared for sum1 else..but that person made the decision to back off coz she dont want the same thing to be done to her by her bf. But juz now, i had a chat wif her in ym, n she told me she’s still hurt whenever she sees me with another gurl. I was speechless then..and i responded to her by telling her that she was the one who ran away, i accepted that fact, and soon i got rid of my feelings to her. There was a moment of silence after that, but we changed the topic and continued to chat as usual.

To me, i still care about her, as a friend. I cant care for her as much as i did before, as i’ve other things to care about.

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