unrequited luv (wth is dat anyway?)
lol i juz like posting entries like the previous one.makes ppl wonder wuts going on hahaha.sorry for not commenting anything about it, so i’l make it clear in this entry.
that was a gtalk chat log between me n sum1 a few days back.its exactly as wut u guys read it (i had 2 delete sum parts wic might reveal her identity :P). seems desperate? lol i think so too. but what the heck, she’s my gf now ahaha~
the next day (of that chat) both of us discussed about it, and decided to go for it.well, there were several "terms and conditions" that were agreed upon, one of wic is we both were 2 care for each other, but cant control wut the other is doing. in other words, i can still date other gurls and hav fun anyway i like, and the same goes for her.
i know some might think that this is nonsense. actually..me too.. the idea of having a gf, but not having any emotional feeling for her is selfish, sick, or wutever u guys might call it.
in fact i already told her that my heart is wif sum1 else, and she openly accepts that. i DO care for her, but still only as a friend. and its the same wif her. i dont know when i will develop some feelings for her, or whether i will hav those feelings or not.
hopes? i dont want 2 put any in this rltnship. coz i dont want it to get complicated, as i already hav with another "open relationship".
fyi i wont be revealing who she is, or giving any hints 
we’l juz wait for the right time. if both of us get along well in this couple of months (and if i get to forget the one my heart is stuck wif), we’ll announce it. but it’ll be against the odds, sort of 30-70..
lastly,i hope u’re alright wif me writing this dear (referring to gf) this is wut i really feel. and to the other person…wut i wanna tell u is quite personal to be written here, so do pm me.
February 29th, 2008 at 7:35 pm
huahauahuahua
hi jakas. meh la datang kerteh. penginapan disediakan. hak3