Jiwang mode =Þ
Ever wondered why luv hurts?
I often think about it, but i’ve yet 2 find d answer. I’ve been hurt several times..n i’ve also done d hurting. And right now, i’m consumed and hurt by my own feelings, which i dun know why the heck do i hav them.
Yea sure, u can act tough or try 2 be strong, but reality is its really hard 2 forget sum1 who u luv so much. The pain takes time to heal. And later when if it heals, it’l leave a scar in ur heart. And its not impossible for the wound to open again.
To wait for the wound to heal and move on, or to wait for the time when i can be wif dat sum1 again? Its not a simple choice for me. Some might agree that moving on is best, but wif the way i am now its really hard. So i decided on the latter.
I alwez wonder, during the time i’m waiting, wud she find sum1 else? Its possible. And this thought really makes me uneasy…
But nevertheless, i’m trying my best 2 believe in her.
Dear luv,
I’ve said tis once, n i’m going 2 say it again.
My heart’s still wif u…keep it sumwhere safe first, n when d time is right, i’l need u 2 care 4 it. Please dont break it..
I’l wait for u.
