NBTD

Today’s Monday the 27th..next week there will be 3 new trainees coming
in to trisys from utp; noreen, ateih, and syed (i think i got their
names correct).and next week will also mark the start of my 26th week
of training. *sigh* i havent even done my weekly report since week 5,
and i also havent thought of what to present for my final presentation
next month. hopefully i can get the strength and determination to do
what needs to be done..currently i’m feeling very tired and down.i dont
exactly know the reason to that, but i’m sure its gotta to with my
head. not that its banged up or anything, but its a lil confused. my
head is starting to make small matters big, and think of stupid
emotions; emotions that i shouldnt have had..

hurm,i wish i’m back in utp wif my frens..at least they can help me
when i’m confused, and i can flirt wif them when i’m bored (lol), coz
here i dont have anyone that i feel secure enuff to express my thoughts
n feelings.why is the tunnel utpchat server not working..? i need a
fren to listen to me..someone that i trust..someone that can help get
me on the right track.. *sigh*…i really miss u
guys..iwan,shak,adek,sean,gomok,jibet,itek,soti,nuu, n others..i really
hope u guys are reading this..

erm,bout the project mentioned earlier in my last post,its been
fowarded to some time in december.hohoho.for those who already know,
please keep quiet about it. and for those who dont know, u guys need to
wait until the next semester.heheh.to buse, thanks for lending me the
cash. *wink* (lol)

hmmmm…i think i’m catching a cold..coz i’m starting to get headaches..n i
think its got to do with the confusion in my head.skip work
tomorrow?bah,i dont think so…unless my cold is really2 serious..its
been a long time since i was admitted to the hospital..last time it
was..err..i forgot already. i dont think i’ve ever spent a night in the
hospital, coz my mum’s a doctor, and she can care for me at home
hehe.even when i was infected wif chicken pox and dengue, i stayed at
home under my mum’s care n medication…hehe.i really love u mum..;-)
(wakaka aku anak manje =P) if only i can use an MC from hsajb..then i’d
already took a dozen of MCs.hehe

last but not least, i would like to wish someone a happy birthday.u
really mean a lot to me, but we’re just friends.and i nvr meant to play
wif ur feelings, and i hope u nvr had any feelings toward me.lol.ahaha,nnt kat utp aku blanje k? *wink* =P

15th November, 10:58am

Bosannyer minggu ni..minggu lepas ade gak kerja utk dibuat, tp minggu ni xde. Dorg tgh wat CEM skg & bantuan aku  x diperlukan..dorg wat CEM tu pon rilek2 je, patutnye boleh abis dlm 1~2 hari, tp skg dah 3 hari baru around 50%. Dorg wat rilek2 tu pon sebab FAT dah postpone minggu depan. Kalu x, memang sepanjang minggu lepas dorg bz la wat in-house testing nih..kalu worst case scenario, aku pon kene tolong dorg during the weekend..huhu..thanks kepade klien sbb postpone FAT sminggu~ xD

Dah brape lame ek aku x update blog ni?more than a month ek..xpe la, bukannye ramai sgt pon org y bc.lol.hurm,raya was nice.xde la meriah sgt sbb raya kat kampung ayah je, kat benut. Kalu kat kelantan sure lg meriah sbb mak ade ramai adik beradik. tambahan pule, kalu kat kelantan mesti jumpe lagi ramai sedare; aunty2, uncle2, tok2 sedare, sepupu2, duapupu2, dll.

/me away sat =P

….

/me is back ^^

Hurm, SPM start minggu depan, & dlm family belah mak aku ader 4 org y akan amik SPM: adek aku, Sara, Fatin, & Faris. Sara ni anak Aunty Roo, lepas SPM nanti dia akan join exchange student programme di Cairo selama 3 bulan. Fatin & Faris ni lak anak Aunty Nina. Faris ni muda setahun drp y lain, coz dialah salah seorang y berjaye lompat kelas mase skolah rendah dulu. Tp walaupun dia muda setahun, tp dia pandai. Kakak dia Fatin pon ape kurangnya. 2-2 adik beradik ni kat boarding school. PMR dulu kakaknye dpt straight A manakale adiknye pula kurang satu sahaje. Tapi aku yakin dorg 2 akan dapat straight A1 dlm SPM macam abg sedare dorg ni (riak sebentar lol =P).

Erm, tp aku kesian kat adek pompuan aku sorg ni. SPM start 20th, and habis 3 weeks after, tapi mak aku lak kene gi outstation di Australia on the 19th, and akan balik sini 3 weeks after gak..ironic, isnt it? Aini sejak kebelakangan ni slalu sgt majuk..& u all should understand why. Satu2nya anak pompuan,kene jage 2 org budak nakal kat umah,SPM ni ader saingan dari 3 org kazen,& mak aku lak xde sepanjang dia SPM..aku sebagai abg y bertanggungjawab akan pulang ke rumah tiap2 weekend utk bg sokongan moral kepade adek pompuan aku sorg ni, & tolong jage adek2 yang lain.

Balik pon naik bas je..kalu nk drive boleh, lgpon mak aku kate boleh claim dari dia, tapi aku malas nk drive. Bosan lar duk dlm kete sorg2 driving for 3.5~4 hours straight. Haritu time balik raya bosan giler. Taleh nk speed sbb polis tgh ops. Nk dgr radio pon bosan sbb semua stesen airkn lagu raya je. haih..lepas ni aku rase aku takkan drive balik ke JB lagi, kecuali lepas abis internship nnt.

Dah kul 12:02pm, lagi stgh jam boleh kuar lunch. Lapaunye..sejak kebelakangan ni aku slalu lapau di opis..ade saje bende y aku nk mkn, tp aku kene berjimat skg sbb ade pojek awal taun nnt.huhu..nak tau pojek ape? tunggu for my next update =P ahaha~

p/s-title post ni xde kaitan dgn y hidup ataupun y mati.lol